Filmmakers and authors are beginning to explore this. The rise of "thriller maternity" films ( False Positive , The Swarm ) shows that audiences are hungry for the story where the pregnant woman is not a saint, but an anti-heroine with complex, grey desires.
I am learning that this heavy, quiet, ambiguous period is not a void. It is a womb. It is a sanctuary of becoming. In the grey, I am not failing to decide; I am deciding by allowing . pregnant grey desire